well as it turns out, the "uncertainty in everything" i wrote about in the last journal became less of a beautiful thing and more of a confusing shitfest. however, "uncertainty" is definitely still a word to describe all of it...in a much less magical way, of course.

still...as shitty as i feel today, i've realized how surrounded i am by wonderful, caring, understanding people, and how lucky i am to have them in my life.

it's been a learning experience at the very least.

"A man had given all other bliss,
And all his worldly worth for this,
To waste his whole heart in one kiss
Upon her perfect lips..."

my lovely summer's gone but autumn has already began to bring wonderful surprises. the uncertainity in everything is the beauty of it.

"Freedom brings happiness. When I say freedom, it is the freedom of the spirit, when we can hover over earth, aware of who we are, what we are, aware of our surroundings; when just the now matters and we feel like we can do anything; when there is no anger, no frustration, no worries no barriers. When we are free, our spirit is light, and we are happy...and we think: life is beautiful."

found that somewhere. it means a lot to me.

"Miss not, for what has gone has only left to bring you strength."

Well, it's July.

I got a new digital camera for my birthday. That and all of the other wonders summer has brought so far have put me in a good mood.

It feels so good to be out of school.

"Still, there is a calm, pure harmony, and music inside of me."
— Vincent van Gogh