well as it turns out, the "uncertainty in everything" i wrote about in the last journal became less of a beautiful thing and more of a confusing shitfest. however, "uncertainty" is definitely still a word to describe all of it...in a much less magical way, of course.

still...as shitty as i feel today, i've realized how surrounded i am by wonderful, caring, understanding people, and how lucky i am to have them in my life.

it's been a learning experience at the very least.